My Version of Crazy

My mind races to a million or more negative places, it seems I am the queen of my own torture, as I cannot stop the thoughts... "Maybe everyone would prosper if I did not exist" Then the worry comes... Of who will love my children, my dogs, my little unnecessary stuff that surrounds me... Who …

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Beautiful?

Sometimes I get out of bed feeling good, and I put myself together feeling beautiful, accomplished, and happy. I try to start a new day better than the last, and that's how I have been healing myself. Then we have the days that I cannot bear my own reflection, and the day follows the same …

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Anxiety

The fear inside screaming out loud You find yourself in the middle of pain Looking for that tiny little shroud Of hope...keeping you steady and sane Torn up... on the deep of your insides Causing your heart to feel panicked Your mind going on roller coaster rides You find yourself feeling quite manic Struggling...not able …

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