My mind races to a million or more negative places, it seems I am the queen of my own torture, as I cannot stop the thoughts... "Maybe everyone would prosper if I did not exist" Then the worry comes... Of who will love my children, my dogs, my little unnecessary stuff that surrounds me... Who …
Tag: struggle
Beautiful?
Sometimes I get out of bed feeling good, and I put myself together feeling beautiful, accomplished, and happy. I try to start a new day better than the last, and that's how I have been healing myself. Then we have the days that I cannot bear my own reflection, and the day follows the same …
Difficult Selection
One must be more selective who is allowed to affect his or her life. It's okay to allow yourself to be persnickety with your inner circle. It's acceptable to screen the people entering your life on the daily. Be difficult. Be cautious. Be persnickety.It's your life!It warrants looking sideways for a moment or turning your nose up to …
Anxiety
The fear inside screaming out loud You find yourself in the middle of pain Looking for that tiny little shroud Of hope...keeping you steady and sane Torn up... on the deep of your insides Causing your heart to feel panicked Your mind going on roller coaster rides You find yourself feeling quite manic Struggling...not able …
The Ramblings of E.M. Kingston 