My Version of Crazy

My mind races to a million or more negative places, it seems I am the queen of my own torture, as I cannot stop the thoughts... "Maybe everyone would prosper if I did not exist" Then the worry comes... Of who will love my children, my dogs, my little unnecessary stuff that surrounds me... Who …

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Despair…

From the time I wake up and until I lay down again and again and again I feel lost I feel sad I feel unmovitavated I feel alone I feel betrayed I feel hopeless I feel worry I am in despair. I wake up again to more triggers and more backstabbing A repeated cycle of …

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