Pain, Decisions ~ #FPQ

Fandango's provocative question today is… What has been the most difficult, hardest, or most painful decision you’ve ever had to make in your life? My answer is this: I'm too scared to write this post because I don't want to live in that moment again. I thought I could, but I have spent my entire …

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My Version of Crazy

My mind races to a million or more negative places, it seems I am the queen of my own torture, as I cannot stop the thoughts... "Maybe everyone would prosper if I did not exist" Then the worry comes... Of who will love my children, my dogs, my little unnecessary stuff that surrounds me... Who …

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I Found Out Today

Little secrets, little liesIrrelevant at the time Two hours later, not enough timeI was never really on your mind Deception of mind, trying too hardYou never were really mine All my money, financially struckYou used me while you moved on Blame game, hurting my soulI'm singing my same ole song Loyalty I gave, destruction receivedMy …

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