My mind races to a million or more negative places, it seems I am the queen of my own torture, as I cannot stop the thoughts... "Maybe everyone would prosper if I did not exist" Then the worry comes... Of who will love my children, my dogs, my little unnecessary stuff that surrounds me... Who …
Tag: depression
Despair…
From the time I wake up and until I lay down again and again and again I feel lost I feel sad I feel unmovitavated I feel alone I feel betrayed I feel hopeless I feel worry I am in despair. I wake up again to more triggers and more backstabbing A repeated cycle of …
Beautiful?
Sometimes I get out of bed feeling good, and I put myself together feeling beautiful, accomplished, and happy. I try to start a new day better than the last, and that's how I have been healing myself. Then we have the days that I cannot bear my own reflection, and the day follows the same …
I Found Out Today
Little secrets, little liesIrrelevant at the time Two hours later, not enough timeI was never really on your mind Deception of mind, trying too hardYou never were really mine All my money, financially struckYou used me while you moved on Blame game, hurting my soulI'm singing my same ole song Loyalty I gave, destruction receivedMy …
She’s Just A Girl
She sits here worrying and contemplating her life, and she doesn't know which path she should take. There are good choices and bad ones along her way. Just like everyone else, she has to make those hard choices. It just feels too heavy and labored to find a way to be happy. All she really …
The Ramblings of E.M. Kingston 