Ever So Often…

...the darkness of the past finds its way into the present. https://youtu.be/otbU2g3iXWs "Again"You're tearing me apartCrushing me insideYou used to lift me upNow you get me downIf I was to walk awayFrom you, my loveCould I laugh again?If I walk away from youAnd leave my loveCould I laugh again?Again, again...You're killing me againAm I still …

Embracing My Darkness (!!strong language!!)

Image by lisa runnels from Pixabay Again and again, like an encore that never stops I feel like everything's hit me like a ton of fucking rocks... My heart bleeds for you to love me instead of forsaking me... We all know that I will never be who you want me to be... You take me through a …

Darkness Peeks In ~ #1LinerWeds

Image Credit: Pinterest "The darkness always tries to find me, but I am looking for the light more than I am consumed by the darkness." E.M. Kingston Written and shared for Linda Hill's #1LinerWeds

It Finds Me At Night

Photo by Drew Rae on Pexels.com That feeling inside of my head, unable to resist Finds me when I'm vulnerable, in the lonely space in my bed As I look for myself, it finds me deep in affliction I pray...earnestly, telling the darkness it's not welcome It finds me in the night, in my dreams...rather …

One-Liner Wednesday on Thursday – 11/11/2021

Photo by Mike Yakaites on Pexels.com There is something peaceful lurking in plain sight when you do not allow all hope to be abandoned in the darkness of desolation. xoxo, E.M. This post is written for Linda Hill's One-Liner Wednesday. © E.M. Kingston 2021

My Light in the Dark

This first word of the day post comes from Daily Spur by Nox, and the word is speaker. This is the first one I am doing for this page, since I have just run across the blog, but I thought of a pretty cool theme around it. Music is my soul, and it gets me …

My Version of Crazy

My mind races to a million or more negative places, it seems I am the queen of my own torture, as I cannot stop the thoughts... "Maybe everyone would prosper if I did not exist" Then the worry comes... Of who will love my children, my dogs, my little unnecessary stuff that surrounds me... Who …

The Thunderstorm of Night

Gray skies and wispy wind Bring on the storm I'm ready to begin Thunder crashing Lightning strikes Cowering in the covers of the night Night moon was hidden In clouds of chaos Dropping hail upon the Earth The tree's fragile limbs Snap to the ground Crushing all beneath The power flickers Putting you in the darkness …

The Haze In The Night

A glimmer of the moon shows like milk in a glass Fog drifting across the road like it has legs Humidity curling the little hairs at your neck Your sight diminished by the creeping of the ground clouds An owl beckons at it nightly meal..." Hoot hoot" Impossible to see him through the shadows of the …