...the darkness of the past finds its way into the present. https://youtu.be/otbU2g3iXWs "Again"You're tearing me apartCrushing me insideYou used to lift me upNow you get me downIf I was to walk awayFrom you, my loveCould I laugh again?If I walk away from youAnd leave my loveCould I laugh again?Again, again...You're killing me againAm I still …
Category: Feeling Alone
The Cleaning Lady (*Trigger Warning*)
Photo by Karolina Grabowska on Pexels.com She lacked an abundance of goodness, only disappointment Luck lacking...in relationships, in careers, and in living Never enough, always discarded like trash Replaceable, expendable, unneeded... Pain fills her with a void, empty His impression still setting on her mind, conflicted Depression sets in, overwhelming sadness developed With each swish …
I Found Out Today
Little secrets, little liesIrrelevant at the time Two hours later, not enough timeI was never really on your mind Deception of mind, trying too hardYou never were really mine All my money, financially struckYou used me while you moved on Blame game, hurting my soulI'm singing my same ole song Loyalty I gave, destruction receivedMy …
Flashback Friday – Grounded Happily
This post was originally published on October 29,2020. I am sharing it again for Fandango's Flashback Friday. I remember this day very well. It was a good day and clarified my standing with myself. I lost it again somewhere between then and now, but I am slowly coming back up. It's funny how time changes …
E.M.’s Flashback Friday – October 22, 2021
Each Friday, Fandango has a Flashback Friday to bring current one of our past posts. I did not have one for the 22nd on any of my submissions, which was funny to me, but I was not always consistent on posting. The post I am going to share with you is a poem from April …
E.M.’s Photo Challenge #386
This is the first time using this Photo Challenge prompt from Mindlovemisery's Menagerie, and I am really excited to try it. I am going to mix the word challenges in this creation, and I hope you all enjoy it. Photo Credit: Caters He looks down at the dirty streets filled with cars and people, and …
Dark is the Night
Good morning everyone! I am going to do something a little different today for my word of the day. I am going to combine three blogs' words of the day, and I am going to write it in the poetry style, Alliterisen, which I first saw from one of the blogs I follow called The …
My Version of Crazy
My mind races to a million or more negative places, it seems I am the queen of my own torture, as I cannot stop the thoughts... "Maybe everyone would prosper if I did not exist" Then the worry comes... Of who will love my children, my dogs, my little unnecessary stuff that surrounds me... Who …
Despair…
From the time I wake up and until I lay down again and again and again I feel lost I feel sad I feel unmovitavated I feel alone I feel betrayed I feel hopeless I feel worry I am in despair. I wake up again to more triggers and more backstabbing A repeated cycle of …
Beautiful?
Sometimes I get out of bed feeling good, and I put myself together feeling beautiful, accomplished, and happy. I try to start a new day better than the last, and that's how I have been healing myself. Then we have the days that I cannot bear my own reflection, and the day follows the same …
The Ramblings of E.M. Kingston 
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