Ever So Often…

...the darkness of the past finds its way into the present. https://youtu.be/otbU2g3iXWs "Again"You're tearing me apartCrushing me insideYou used to lift me upNow you get me downIf I was to walk awayFrom you, my loveCould I laugh again?If I walk away from youAnd leave my loveCould I laugh again?Again, again...You're killing me againAm I still …

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Embracing My Darkness (!!strong language!!)

Image by lisa runnels from Pixabay Again and again, like an encore that never stops I feel like everything's hit me like a ton of fucking rocks... My heart bleeds for you to love me instead of forsaking me... We all know that I will never be who you want me to be... You take me through a …

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My Heart and Mind Shatter

Restoration – Image by KL Caley Like this old beaten house, my heart and mind are full of grief and loss. Long story short...My daughter duped me and took away everyone in one swish of her razor tongue. All I ever wanted was for my kids was for them to be loved, happy, and have …

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Confessions of the Dark ~ #RXC 226

Photo by cottonbro on Pexels.com "Dig deep..." she said, "and look inside yourself" as she scratched out notes on her notepad. I rolled my eyes a bit and slumped in my seat. I wondered what she was writing down on that piece of paper. I couldn't see it, but I bet she was doodling. She …

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