Embracing My Darkness (!!strong language!!)

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Again and again, like an encore that never stops

I feel like everything’s hit me like a ton of fucking rocks…

My heart bleeds for you to love me instead of forsaking me…

We all know that I will never be who you want me to be…

You take me through a twist of emotions as you weave in and out of my life…

I am so damn tired of my back being stuck repeatedly with a blunt knife

You broke me once, twice, and more times than I can further count

I have to find new things to occupy myself and care about…

This is the 5th time I have started anew…

I promise this time I will not break because of you.

Like the purple blending in the darkened sky

I will become camouflaged and not be seen by your eyes.

The malevolent blackness living upon the trees

I embrace the black and never fall to my knees.

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Written for Twiglet #286 and Eugi’s Weekly Prompt (Please let me know if the language is too offensive for the pingback.)