If only I had been stronger to fight the demons, my life would be different. However, she tells me that I am very strong to have been through so much and continue to stand strong and achieve my goals.
If I would have listened to my inner self, I could have saved my family many tears, pain, and sorrow.
If I would have lived my life better and made better choices, they would have never suffered from my failures.
If I look to the moon and stars, I can feel a connection with this amazing energy, but I waste it sometimes.
If he asked me to come back, I would let him.
If I was a little bit more brave, I would tell him how I really feel.
If I felt better, I would get more done.
If I would have started my life sooner, it would resolve so much regret.
If my physical pain would subside, my mental would feel less stressed.
If I look in the mirror, I sometimes do not like the face staring back at me.
If I achieve my dreams, I will feel star spangled inside of my soul for once.
If I would have noticed his behavior before marrying him, he would have never been able to swindle all of my stuff away from me, and I would have been able to be more productive financially.
If not for betrayal, I would have never been able to espy towards the type of person that I want to be. It’s a process daily, but it is in my sights.
This was written for Linda’s Stream of Consciousness (SoCS) weekly prompt. I combined the word challenges in this as well since I am running behind today. It’s so many “ifs”, but there is room for improvement by looking at them and seeing what I need to be doing to fix myself.